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A new year, everything shld be refresh, however i seems to start this new year badly. There owae something missing. I could feel it in everything things i do.. Goin to frend hse bai nian seems to be boring for me.. When i turn ard or look beside, i could nt find some1 to tok to which i had last time.. I miss the voice, i miss the laughter, i miss the presence.. But i could nt feel anything, "it" jus not there anymore..How i wish it could be der wif me.. Tday me, tz, andy, sd and andy bro went to kbox..And we sang..Hm..I'm too bored at home, so ask dem out..If nt i gonna do stupid thing at home again..!! I hate been alone, the feeling is so terrible.. It was quite fun to sing wif dem, andy was making fun of himself.. And i sang till my voice box flat again..lolx..Sang too much high pitch song..I sang many song, but wat affect me most is when i sang the song by "Baby Baby" by JJ.. It shld be a fast and happy song actually..However i can't feel any happiness..Jus a few weeks b4 i jus went to kbox with her and sing tat song too..It was more den memories!! Tml is my 1st paper, CADM, hope i dun did badly for it.. Pray hard.. I sms her 2 times, but she hasn't reply any... I'm so sad...Shld i call her or shld i msg her again? I wish to see her again...Or have she forgotten abt me? She having holiday now, but yet she didn't come online once...In addition, she has nt been blogging now..I noe she has been busying past few days, hope to see her online this few days ba.. Y time seems to be passing so slowly..Everyday look like a year to me... |
